the 365th day

this is the 365th day since i moved back home
a whole year since i left the city.

i haven't changed too much
and not back to the one i used to be, either

i, myself, am in somewhere between or beyond all the status i have been through
most of the time, i am alone, feeling confused about myself and my life

still need to find a way out
trying to get rid of some old bullshits
gotta move forward to somewhere better...



it's been a year
i'm still feeling somewhat uncomfortable about the crowded city and the close relationship with people
still miss the city so much, especially when it is over 30 degrees outside

maybe i am the only one that has never changed
maybe i have changed too much